Mooore tests.

Here we are again. More tests. I called my doctor this morning to discuss Chlomid. She called me back saying I needed to bring in Josh's semen analysis and get my final test for progesterone done. News to me! So you mean for the past four months this all could have happened? Today is the first day of my cycle so NOW I have to wait another three weeks to get the blood work taken and then another week to meet with my doc. This is so frustrating. The nurse acted as if I was told all this. I don't remember her ever saying to bring in the semen analysis. Who knows, maybe she did and I just didn't take it in. She was really nice though. They always are at Dr. Shimp's office. That month was a serious whirlwind with information and tests and surgery. So now....we wait again. Maybe by FEBRUARY I'll have some sort of answer. Gah, I'm hoping it's just the time of the month but I am seriously an emotional roller coaster today. Josh will be 30 and I'm 31 and all I keep thinking is "what if there's something wrong with his semen? What if they find out I'm not ovulating? Then I'll need IVF and that takes SO long! I don't want to be old parents!!" That's pretty much my thought process every night before bed, which is probably why I'm not falling asleep until around 2am.

There is SOME good news though. Or at least a shining light for me. I've met a wonderful couple who has been giving me advice on how to proceed with things. They had personal issues with pregnancy and have been through it all. They now have two BEAUTIFUL sets of twins!!! Oh how I love twins. This family...well, Josh and I call them Super Man and Super Woman, they're just really cool people. Anyway, recently she's been giving me tips on what to ask for and what to look out for. This is REALLY helpful!! It kicked my butt into calling my doc. I was nervous about sounding too anxious or bugging the doc but at least now I know where to go from here.

Allllright! Time to get crackin at the end of the month! HAHA Hey, at least there's ONE silver lining to all this. Maybe the next time I get on here I'll have some sort of news. Thank you for all the support that's been given to me lately. It was tough to make this blog public, but in doing so I have come across many women with my same concerns. So thank you to those of you who have reached out to me. <3