Whew. I had a minor meltdown yesterday. I was expecting a different sort of day today...it being testing day and all. But it's not what I expected. So we move on. I did a lot of praying last night...something I don't do often and should. I also got many texts and messages from friends and family and those meant a lot to me. One in particular really renewed my faith in Him. It was very coincidental what I said in my prayers and then what the text said to me. Like one of my friends said, "It's ok to feel this way NOW but then we have to get up and keep going." So that's what I'm doing. Josh and I talked and we will try this again. I read a lot of forums about IUI and they all said 1 out of 3 work the first time. We just weren't that 1. Josh said it's about right...comparing to his luck with scratch off tickets haha! He always knows how to make things better. SOooo...I'll have that glass of wine tonight that I haven't had in a month and relax. We are going to take the next month off to breathe and then try try again!
Thanks again to everyone for reading this blog. It started out as a private blog to be sort of therapeutic for me. Then, I published it as a way to keep family and friends updated so I didn't have to tell what's going on over and over...and now it's sort of become this community blog where I've found friends going through the SAME thing! Like I've always said...it's like this underground club you don't want to be a part of, but you are. :/
Positive vibes and lots of prayers! <3
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